here I never need avert my eyes I never have to compromise I never feel deprived spilling from the inside out line after line boorish thoughts disturb the mind honesty, bare as skin susceptible to blisters and fierce chilling winds when it comes to poetry I don’t much care about judgment calls or opinions so freely doled out no fear of feelings inadvertently hurt here I dig my feet, fingers and tongue in the dirt I am as brutal as need be released. momentarily free and I know my place in this messed up world I figured it out, I’m just a microscopic girl desperately trying to comprehend the intricate design of your master plan I feel as if I am a one man raft, floating off shore making day trips in, to stability the whore who comes and goes as she goddamn well pleases taking next of kin, separating parents from children, for the love of jesus what the hell did you do that for are we so strong you believe we can take just a little bit more your perception is sadly mistaken I’d venture to say you know this to be true contemptuous thoughts aimed precisely at you should we meet face to face I wonder… will you see my disgrace if allowed to approach those precious pearly gates will you feel the slap as I have, by damned twists of fate