No doubt, one day I’ll move past this but for now it seems I am stuck not as resilient as you perhaps of course you’re not the one that’s been fucked out of home, car and possessions all that society deems is one’s worth not to mention the burden you placed upon me my fee for upsetting the earth which so firmly held you in position for the twelve years that we were wed well Mister here’s a news flash I am not glue to hold you together, nor am I a weld I remember your cold flat words “these are consequences for decisions you made” you knew at the time, no fee was too grand, and there was nothing I wouldn’t pay but something I didn’t count on another fee I didn’t know exists is this feeling of being your victim as though you tied together my wrists as real as being stripped naked, there’s no where to hide when I am alone always seems cold now and in the wee hours of sleep, I sew this enormous beautiful cape as magnificent as nothing you’ve seen before stronger than you can imagine it will pick me up off the floor And I am sure this is beyond your vision perhaps more than you care to know but I am going to shake loose these thoughts I won’t be a victim forever more Cause forever, well it doesn’t really exist Like vows and promises evaporating to mist and I am gonna be incredible like a Superhero in my cloak gonna make it, break it and soar to the places where you wouldn’t dare look And this anger is not what I wanted I know you would think it’s my cross to bear but one day you to will have to answer for the wrongs which we share And a small part of me wants to see you one more time before I fly see you, hear you and know in my heart you do understand the why