My friends decline
What happened to him
I love him so much
He is dying and there is nothing  I can do.


His Shovel sits untouched in the shed
Cancer has taken his mind
His children watch as he dies
Please God help me….


Something is going to give
Please God give him another chance
Please give me the strength
To be there and survive


The drugs fuck him up
He forgets so quick
Hell god what are you doing
Please let him live


There is not much more to say
But I want to help
But do I HAVE the strength
I am so sick of this


I love him……..